Thoughts And Rants
I’ve been doing okay this week though the battle with my blood sugar does continue. I didn’t get a workout in today, but I may try to do something tomorrow. I just wish that this weight would go away. I’m not sure how I gained back so much but it’s annoying and I hate it. [...]
This post is not about getting rid of stress so that the weight melts off, but it’s about getting rid of stress so that my blood sugar is not so high that I can’t exercise. I have not been able to exercise this week so far because my sugar has been so high. I feel [...]
I was so excited and very much looking forward to working out again now that I have my step360 back. Unfortunately my body and blood sugar have another idea. Right now my blood sugar is sitting at 340 and it needs to be below 250 for me to exercise. So I’m sitting here blogging instead [...]
I went to exercise this morning and my step360 has deflated, well the top tube anyway, so I am not able to use it for a while or ever, I’m not sure yet. I have to take a closer look at it to see where it’s leaking to make sure it’s not a manufacturing defect. [...]
Today is the day we all eat paczkis and hate ourselves tomorrow! Well I personally will not hate myself because I was good today. I allowed myself half and as of right now, 2 pm, the other half is still in the box. I did my workout today so I have decided that tomorrow I [...]
I have yet to get into a doctor and it seems that every time my blood sugar is low enough to work out I am either busy or it’s a meal time. I’m currently trying to clean, but since my sugar is up I have to do it in small steps. Technically since it’s 300 [...]
I have not been having much luck this week. My blood sugar has been averaging between 250 and 300 so that means I have not been able to exercise yet. I could if I could afford the correct testing equipment, but when your sugar is over 250, you have to run other test before exercising, [...]
I was starting to feel really good about my weight loss and decided to attempt to date again, not only did it backfire but I have been reminded that weight does matter and that the crap people tell us about men wanting real women is not actually true. They want sticks, thin little sticks that [...]
I hate being depressed. Yes I know exercise should help my depression, but it doesn’t and I can’t seem to stay motivated to get on that Step360. I did yesterday but spent today cleaning and kept putting my workout off. Now it’s too late to do it as I can’t have my sugar drop at [...]




